We were told to simply "grab what we can," and when I stepped in that dark classroom I wasn't prepared for this wave of emotions. I can't tell you how many times I have popped into my room over a weekend, winter break, even summer vacation because I needed something, or even had forgotten something. It is always eerily quiet. Things seem frozen in time. This time it was markedly different.
Fondly, I looked at Brady's red homework folder (which he had forgotten) and Anya had forgotten to put away both her markers and pens. I touched them absentmindedly.
I glanced at my post it, and gathered my things randomly.
I walked to the door, and came back to push in Aarav's chair. I looked at our colorful PiKu poems on the whiteboard as I switched off the lights. "To be continued," I decided silently in my head. I propped the door open, balancing our classroom aquarium, and my book bag. I never even heard the door close behind me.

Empty schools are not the way they should be! I find it exciting to be in schools in August when there is the promise of noise filled hallways SOON! Now, the empty schools are a statement of loneliness and quaranteening.
ReplyDeleteVery well put!
ReplyDeleteI made a similar dash, and had such a wave of sadness...like you. It is so chilling and surreal. Thank you for capturing it in words!
ReplyDeleteI'm going to stop by school on Monday, and am anticipating similar feelings. It's all so strange for the time being!
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